I realised that...

If anyone would ask me , 'Huhmm what the difference of you before and after becoming a mother?'

After I become a mother,

I realised that, heart is the first organ formed.I remember my 1st visit to the gynea to confirm my pregnancy, the doctor show me the baby's heart.

I realised that, I can bear a baby inside me my 'stomach', i can feel her kicking and moving. Two years ago, i force A LIFE out of me.. and she is just so adorable.

I realised that, Mothers' love is really great.Your mother is simply loving you and the way they express it may be different individually.

I realised that, breastfeeding is a learned and required much persistent and sacrifices but it worth it.

I realised that, when i decided to wean her, it takes me 10months to success. pheww...

I realised that, many nights is a fierce battle between her cries and my effort to stay calm and rational.

I realised that, I LOVE MY baby so much...

I realised that, my OLD BABY has been neglected a lot, but he simply stay happy and content.

I realised that, so many successful blogger-mum that jot down their happening with their toddler which i really envy the content..

I realised that, after married, become mother, with stable income now..I am really contented and happy.
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Procrastination

Yes, you read the title correctly. P.R.O.C.R.A.S.T.I.N.A.T.I.O.N...
I have been procrastinated to update my blog for so long... no entry, unattended blog.

Think back, my blog has been surviving for a year plus. I started this blog when i was still at my parents house, when we are in the transaction period where my hub is transfering from KK to Bintulu. At that time, Chloe still at his 1st year.  I am SAHM them..

Things change when i started my full time work. No, i still enjoy reading others blog but i have no time to input mine.

So, what now? Repent..? Haaha..

Hear from me soon.

Year 2012

    As we entering into the month of February, I caught myself constantly running after the time, choking breathlessly.  I haven't had the time to 'gone through' what I have done last year, things to cope up this year and even don't have the time for the New Year resolution yet. Perhaps, I should just forget about it!

My little Chloe (1YO6MO) really make up most of my after work's time now.  Every night, we co-sleep during our breastfeed-sleep section and I will fall asleep.

"I don't have time' is the sentence that I frequently use now. No time for facial, saloon and not so health freak like last time. 

My day started as early as 6.00am, I will straight to kitchen to prepare porridge for Chloe. I need to ready the porridge, preparing breakfast for hubby and me, filling our water bottle, if possible some cleaning, brooming or even mopping.  This morning, I am planning to do some ironing, but alas, Chloe wakes up at 6.30am today and surely I won't risk ironing with her by my side.

      Sometimes, I feel me and Hubby spent too less coupling time together.  I have been focusing on the little one and neglected the 'old' one.  Pressure at works, houseworks and parenting issue sometimes upset me and cause some arguement between us.  I miss the time when we cuddling as a lover, romancing and passionate for each other.  Yes, you read correctly, I am thirsty for affection.

Assure me! In more years to come, when kid grow up, we will have that ' special time' again. Mummy, be strong, raising a kid is worth all the sacrifice as the rewards is more that you can see now!!

Valentine is coming......I shouldn't passively wait, plan something.*grin*