As we entering into the month of February, I caught myself constantly running after the time, choking breathlessly. I haven't had the time to 'gone through' what I have done last year, things to cope up this year and even don't have the time for the New Year resolution yet. Perhaps, I should just forget about it!
My little Chloe (1YO6MO) really make up most of my after work's time now. Every night, we co-sleep during our breastfeed-sleep section and I will fall asleep.
"I don't have time' is the sentence that I frequently use now. No time for facial, saloon and not so health freak like last time.
My day started as early as 6.00am, I will straight to kitchen to prepare porridge for Chloe. I need to ready the porridge, preparing breakfast for hubby and me, filling our water bottle, if possible some cleaning, brooming or even mopping. This morning, I am planning to do some ironing, but alas, Chloe wakes up at 6.30am today and surely I won't risk ironing with her by my side.
Sometimes, I feel me and Hubby spent too less coupling time together. I have been focusing on the little one and neglected the 'old' one. Pressure at works, houseworks and parenting issue sometimes upset me and cause some arguement between us. I miss the time when we cuddling as a lover, romancing and passionate for each other. Yes, you read correctly, I am thirsty for affection.
Assure me! In more years to come, when kid grow up, we will have that ' special time' again. Mummy, be strong, raising a kid is worth all the sacrifice as the rewards is more that you can see now!!
Valentine is coming......I shouldn't passively wait, plan something.*grin*
