Going Back to work

Suddenly so heavy-hearted when husband told me this morning that I am accepted into his company. My position will be to train the new quality control guy then after all the training(i expect in two-month) will stay as human resource officer. I anticipated this and when the news come why I am no so happy? I should glad??

Time really fast, I have been taking care Chloe for 1 year plus now and the sudden news that I will get back to work make me so reluctant.  Though, i know and understand this is what working mother needs to go through.:(

This 1 year has pass and is not a life of roses too!  Being 24 hours mummy sometime makes me sick!!  EH! Motherhood, don't complain please. Okay, i accept.

From newborn, breastfeed, turning, smiling, blinking ,sounding, crawling, and now she started walking. I am so gladful that i manage to witness her development day by day. Is a kind of achievement for new mother like me. Before Chloe is born, i never expected this is the feeling of being a mother. You know, you are so important to someone!

I don't know how she will react to her new care-taker who are not her mummy soon, but I do hope i can accompany her and make the transition smooth and gay for her.

Chloe.. mummy really miss you.. I felt the water blurring my vision ...

Night cry

It happens that I almost scared to sleep at night. Started from last Thursday, Chloe (1Y2W) has been crying suddenly while we all slumber. This occasion took a few session each night.

She cried so loud and hard as if she is been beaten or in terrible pain. Siggghhh...

Started from Thursday night when the cousins come and overnight. " Maybe she played too much" mum lamented. Then friday and saturday in row...

Sunday morning, I went to buy Bo Ying compound as i read before that it can ease night cry etc.. give a try. RM36/pack (6bottles)

Sunday night, she still cry bit and more controlable..Monday night, still cry but getting better.  Last night, phewww....i think i only sleep any better last night. Thanks and i still continue to give her as the salesperson recommended a bottle a day and Chloe yet to finish one!!

Additional information:

Bo Ying compound is an ancient formula for young children.Traditionally used for phlegm, vomiting, crying at night, fever, cold and cough. For children 1 year-10year old.

Weaning~ in process

Now, at least after a month trying, she started to use her bottle.  She drank only 2 ounces from the bottle.

Last night, after feeding formula from the bottle, she asked for 'neng neng' (our term for milk. She tried to open my shirt and wanted to be nurse. I gave in.

I know, i make it longer than usual for my baby girl to wean.  I know i will success eventually though take longer time. I plan to give her two bottles started from this week..