Last Saturday is another meltdown drama. We are back from nanny house and it her nap time. I am also look forward to lay flat. She was so engaged to her cartoon at Ipad and do not want to sleep.
I keep the Ipad high.
She cried.. hardly.
I try to reason.. she hits me.
Shouting and crying like tornado just-visit.
I lost myself. I lift up my hand ( the same hand that i use to caress her, hug her, make her food, etc) and spank her hard on her butt near the thigh. I could feel my hand swelling hot.
She do no give up.. still insisting the ipad!
I get
I spank again. My hand is hot and swell.. but my heart is even pain.
Now, she settled.
I shouted at her " Take you bottle and lay down" she obeyed. I relief...in a few second she fall asleep.
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Last night, she almost get the same treat again..
But, me been wiser by time..divided her attention and managed to settle her peacefully.
If you ask me, which path i will choose, i will say the second. Is better divide her attention , that give her a spank-STOP order.
