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Things getting organized as 3 weeks has passed.

Chloe has settled down with her nanny (although I sometime disapprove some of her action). 

I have started working and getting busier with work.  Every morning, routinely chauffer my daughter to nanny's house, sometime, i am sad to see her on 'stranger' arm (which we had known less than a month).  But, by faith and believing in God, I know she is getting the best care.

Good if not the best day care-taker

Hopeful and finger-crossing that we has found the good if not the best day care-taker for Chloe of 13mo2wk. After being 1 year full time mother, juggling between house works and our only daughter at the moment feeling relieve that she will be in good hand. (my prayer before she was born)

She started to go nanny's house with trial period 2 hours yesterday.  Today she is going to stay longer, lunch,milking, bath and nap there. Hopeful with the companion, 3 yo boy and 6mo girl, she will like it  My only hope is for her physical and emotional safety while under the care.

Okay, that means 2 days more before i get down on working track.  Planning ahead and that is the key point to everything!  Though we cant always get the desired result but at least get better result than unplanned- for Chloe.

Going Back to work

Suddenly so heavy-hearted when husband told me this morning that I am accepted into his company. My position will be to train the new quality control guy then after all the training(i expect in two-month) will stay as human resource officer. I anticipated this and when the news come why I am no so happy? I should glad??

Time really fast, I have been taking care Chloe for 1 year plus now and the sudden news that I will get back to work make me so reluctant.  Though, i know and understand this is what working mother needs to go through.:(

This 1 year has pass and is not a life of roses too!  Being 24 hours mummy sometime makes me sick!!  EH! Motherhood, don't complain please. Okay, i accept.

From newborn, breastfeed, turning, smiling, blinking ,sounding, crawling, and now she started walking. I am so gladful that i manage to witness her development day by day. Is a kind of achievement for new mother like me. Before Chloe is born, i never expected this is the feeling of being a mother. You know, you are so important to someone!

I don't know how she will react to her new care-taker who are not her mummy soon, but I do hope i can accompany her and make the transition smooth and gay for her.

Chloe.. mummy really miss you.. I felt the water blurring my vision ...