Her meltdown

She has been very hard to 'settle' lately. Daddy has losing his cool few time and spanked her butt on few occasion.

        Last Saturday is another meltdown drama. We are back from nanny house and it her nap time. I am also look forward to lay flat. She was so engaged to her cartoon at Ipad and do not want to sleep.

I keep the Ipad high.

She cried.. hardly.

I try to reason.. she hits me.

Shouting and crying like tornado just-visit.

I lost myself. I lift up my hand ( the same hand that i use to caress her, hug her, make her food, etc) and spank her hard on her butt near the thigh. I could feel my hand swelling hot.

She do no give up.. still insisting the ipad!

I get mad uncontrolled.

I spank again.  My hand is hot and swell.. but my heart is even pain.

Now, she settled.

I shouted at her " Take you bottle and lay down" she obeyed.  I relief...in a few second she fall asleep.


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Last night, she almost get the same treat again..

But, me been wiser by time..divided her attention and managed to settle her peacefully.

If you ask me, which path i will choose, i will say the second.  Is better divide her attention , that give her a spank-STOP order.