Procrastination

Yes, you read the title correctly. P.R.O.C.R.A.S.T.I.N.A.T.I.O.N...
I have been procrastinated to update my blog for so long... no entry, unattended blog.

Think back, my blog has been surviving for a year plus. I started this blog when i was still at my parents house, when we are in the transaction period where my hub is transfering from KK to Bintulu. At that time, Chloe still at his 1st year.  I am SAHM them..

Things change when i started my full time work. No, i still enjoy reading others blog but i have no time to input mine.

So, what now? Repent..? Haaha..

Hear from me soon.

Year 2012

    As we entering into the month of February, I caught myself constantly running after the time, choking breathlessly.  I haven't had the time to 'gone through' what I have done last year, things to cope up this year and even don't have the time for the New Year resolution yet. Perhaps, I should just forget about it!

My little Chloe (1YO6MO) really make up most of my after work's time now.  Every night, we co-sleep during our breastfeed-sleep section and I will fall asleep.

"I don't have time' is the sentence that I frequently use now. No time for facial, saloon and not so health freak like last time. 

My day started as early as 6.00am, I will straight to kitchen to prepare porridge for Chloe. I need to ready the porridge, preparing breakfast for hubby and me, filling our water bottle, if possible some cleaning, brooming or even mopping.  This morning, I am planning to do some ironing, but alas, Chloe wakes up at 6.30am today and surely I won't risk ironing with her by my side.

      Sometimes, I feel me and Hubby spent too less coupling time together.  I have been focusing on the little one and neglected the 'old' one.  Pressure at works, houseworks and parenting issue sometimes upset me and cause some arguement between us.  I miss the time when we cuddling as a lover, romancing and passionate for each other.  Yes, you read correctly, I am thirsty for affection.

Assure me! In more years to come, when kid grow up, we will have that ' special time' again. Mummy, be strong, raising a kid is worth all the sacrifice as the rewards is more that you can see now!!

Valentine is coming......I shouldn't passively wait, plan something.*grin*

Easy to babysit her.

Yes, is really super-duper easy to babysit Chloe of 1yo3mo if I do no insist that 'no tv' for her.  Sad to mention this, but everyday when i sent her  to nanny's house, she will walk inside living room and sit particularly at one spot, waiting the tv to operate.

I told my husband, 'I felt like sending her to cinema everyday'. He showed me his grin. Sigh! Since her birth until now, I have been hesistant for her to passively sit in front of tv.  Victim of electronic babysitter myself, and with all the supporting materials, experts do not encourage toddler under 2 years old to watch tv.

Though I know Chloe has been exposed that rectangle screen since 1 year old (when she started babysitted by nanny), I try to think this way > when she is watching tv, her risk of  injuring herself is minimize to the most. Clap hand! Well, that is the only mentality that I adopt now to keep assure me that she is safe with the nanny.